What a Season of Change Feels Like (And Why You're Not Losing It)

In reality, life unfolds like the seasons of a year. There are seasons of building, when everything seems to move and growth feels rapid and visible. There are seasons of rest, when very little appears to be happening, even though something is quietly taking root beneath the surface. And there are seasons of questioning, when old structures, old roles, old versions of ourselves no longer fit, and something new hasn't yet taken their place. These in-between seasons are rarely comfortable. They don't come with a map. They often arrive not as a single clear realisation, but as a slow accumulation of small signals: a flicker of envy when someone else makes a bold change, a wave of fatigue around things that used to feel manageable, a long-held idea that keeps quietly resurfacing no matter how many times you set it aside.